I wouldn’t call my faith rocky everyday. Just today maybe. Don’t get me wrong, I doubt like the turtle: slow and steady. I don’t want to. But most days there’s a sliver of doubt.
Today, I had a minute where I had to remember God knows what’s best. A little girl my heart melded instantly to is spending her last day in my classroom tomorrow. She needs different help than what we have to offer. I don’t have what it takes to make her healthy. I have stood behind her and held my hands at silent awkward angles, praying for her secretly. I have walked behind her and laid hands on her while praying in my head for her body to be healed. For her mind to be changed. For her heart to surrender to Jesus completely. All the while she thinks I’m just scratching her back and encouraging her to keep up the good work. I call it being a ninja Christian, but my skills just weren’t right. God has something different planned for her. I hope her new teacher prays.
Then God brought to mind a discussion I was having with a co-worker. We tend to spend a few minutes of our weekly planning time hashing through the Bible. Ah, public school system, you hire some rad people. Anyway, we were discussing the authority in the world. Specifically the verse that says the only authority is that which God has put in place. We don’t have to worry about whoever or whatever seems to have power or authority in our lives because it all comes from God.
My friend pointed out that this conversation seemed to pair up perfectly with the verse I read earlier: